I've been wanting to post about a number of things, and respond to posts that others have made, but I couldn't go any farther without posting about this terrible, terrible news.
Tuesday morning I was lying in bed, enjoying the laziness of a summer morning with no need to get children anywhere. I had the local news on, and my alarm clock lying next to me, as I kept dozing and pushing the snooze button for ten more minutes. Finally a national news story broke through my haze and woke me up with a gasp. "A church shooting on Sunday in Knoxville, TN, at the Tennessee Valley Unitarian Universalist church left two dead and six injured, four critically".
That was my church. I haven't lived in Knoxville since 1999, but when I did that was my church. The church that I had felt the deepest spiritual connection to of any place. The church that supported me through the death of my brother John from leukemia. The church that celebrated the birth of my second and third child with me. Where I went to learn and connect and share with others who were each on an individual quest for spiritual development, which is a good part of what it means to be a UU. They believe that truths are found in all of the world's religions, as well as in secular places. Each person is responsible for their own development of their spiritual nature. In a place of beauty, like East Tennessee, some members often took the summer off to spend their Sundays out in nature.
So I raced to the computer to look up the story. Did I know anyone among the dead or injured?
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/25872864I didn't know any of the victims, but I do remember one of the men who tackled the shooter. This church, a few blokes from the University of Tennessee, had many professors among its congregation, as well as many community leaders.
This church is a very special place. While I had been brought up Catholic, in my teens I began to have trouble with some of the Church's beliefs and practices. In my early twenties I sought out Unitarianism. It made sense to me and I've tried over the years to be part of a congregation. My years in Knoxville at TVUU was where I felt the most at home.
One aspect of Unitarianism is acceptance of everyone, they support civil rights for all, speaking out for, and providing resources to minorities, women, gay, lesbian and transgendered people. I guess their acceptance is what brought this man's hatred, barging into a children's musical program, he opened fire. His plan was to keep shooting until the police killed him. Thank god members of the congregation tackled him as soon as they understood what was going on.
I feel a little wounded myself. Sad. That in a place of peace, where people go to connect with each other in their quest for spiritual growth and community, that such hatred could cause another human to do this.
We humans have a long way to go....